When I Am Young

2010-02-14T04:36:00.001-08:00

2009-12-28T06:27:00.000-08:00

Hello blog! Im back after being out for close to two months. I am having milo now as im typing this post and my legs hurt terribly. :( I think going to break soon. :( Had a wonderful christmas with baby and she gave me a Tommy Hifilger Polo-Tee. :) :) and a box too! A BOX! hahahahaha. We also got new handphone straps bought at artbox. But the face is dirty already. :(

ITP is already gone for 9 weeks, which means 8 more weeks to go! Colleagues there are good, even better then last time.. except for one which is always full of crap :) but overall, Spencer is HAPPY. And i got a B and an A for the first 2 months of work. Looking forward to my next payday which is arriving in 2 weeks! It may seem long but i do feel that time has been passing very very quickly when compared to my previous years in Poly. Maybe thats because i found out what i want in life and when you have goals, time will pass extremely fast because there's just not enough time to fulfill them. :( There's christmas cum new year lunch with them at Khansama this thursday!

The new year is approaching in 3 days and its time for me to make resolutions again. My resolution this year was to get a GPA of 4 which i failed terribly. hahaha so i have learn to make resolutions that are more realistic. So, im gonna be typing them out just in case i forgotten them as the year goes on.

1) Get another A for my 3rd month of ITP.
2) Get a silver for NAPFA so i can avoid going to the extra 2 months of NS.
3) Get and overall grade of A for ITP.
4) Hotel/Chalet/Cruise with baby! <3
5) Carry on building and building my body :)
6) Earn some money before enlisting into NS.
7) I will be in NS already so there's nothing much to wish for. :(
8) Save enough money to buy a car!
9) BWBSMF!

okie, im going to eat my bread now! See you soon in a few days/weeks/months!

2009-11-01T05:47:00.000-08:00

Its been a long time since i blogged. And im very very happy.
I love her so much :).

Baby and i celebrated our 6th months together by cooking spagetthi at her house. We also cook mushroom soup and had a wonderful lunch before heading to school for our ITP briefing. Baby is working at Redhill while im working at BioPolis at Buona Vista. I think her work is tiring and she should get plenty of rest and deserve more pay! hahahaha. 16 weeks left till the end of ITP :(.
Back to our 6th month celebration, baby and i went to the sports complex near her house in the morning to swim. We had a great time in the pool and i want to teach her how to swim. And then she wore the ring once again
:) :) :).
I love you darling!

Then the next day, baby and i went to Marina Barrage! For a picnic. So exciting lah, we brought so many food there but we only ate like half of it but it was fun picnic-ing with baby. Took lots of photos as well and lets go picnic again someday okie? Dear and i also wore our first couple tee to the picnic which we bought at Design Graphic Tee Store in Bugis. Its a tee shirt with a picture of 2 cats, 1 holding an umbrella sheltering the other cat. Baby said its just like us!
hahaha

ITP already started for 1 week and i hope its ending fast. Machiam cheap labour like that as im earning like only $22 per day. I know there are many interns out there that earn lesser so i shouldnt complain as much :(. Luckily my colleagues there are friendly and helpful :) so at least theres something to look forward to going to work everyday.

Thats all for now! :)

2009-10-19T09:07:00.001-07:00

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Me is happy once again! :D

2009-10-13T21:53:00.000-07:00

I really hope its just half-time and not full-time.
You are a great girl, one that i will not ever forget because you left many happy memories in my heart and taught me lots of things i didnt know. Even though i was the one who initiated it, i wish that one day we will be back together again. I guess im selfish, i dont know. I think i need more time.
:(
1 day of tears.

你常常說我很完美
沒人能取代我給的一切
我就以為我努力更完美
我們就會永遠

完美並不美我們多虛偽
你讓我的好變成一種罪
完美並不美當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是不完美

2009-09-29T01:53:00.001-07:00

Almost another 2 weeks since i last blogged. Recently, baby and i work together at the Singapore Flyer for Singapore Pools. So cool man, still can get to watch F1. The engines of the car really cleanse my ear because it was so damm loud, making me partially 'deaf' in the process. Right baby?

Baby sold 2 accounts, while i sold 0.
LOL LOL LOL.
Clever her!

Actually we were doing our own things there instead of promoting those accounts since no one came to check on us and the target for us was just to sell 1 account.
Then just yesterday, baby fell sick :( had fever! So i went to take care of her just like a normal boyfriend! LOL LOL LOL She is already better today and tomorrow we are going out to shop for a dress that she can wear to for Michelle's ROM service this friday. So excited, its the first time we are going to such events together.

Take care of yourself baby! And remember to drink plenty of water and have enough rest.
I love you!

Last week was Scube semestral chalet. LOL LOL. Really fewer and fewer people already, where have all the guys gone? :D Anyway the chalet was pretty fun. As usual, 1st day had bbq and the remaining food was cook by Jimmy using the stove there for our 2nd day dinner. 2nd day was at Ubin where we cycled and it keep drizzling. We also bought coconuts before that.

Looking forward to our 6th month together!
Hearts you many many!
BABY!

2009-09-11T22:33:00.001-07:00

Its been 2 weeks since my last post and im here to write another one about my life again.
Baby is doing facial now on her blackheads.

Just yesterday, baby and i worked together for the first time in our lives, we worked for Singapore Pools at Comex 09 at Suntec. It was also the first time that we were together and we didnt have dinner together. I sold about 7 accounts while baby sold 5. Im so proud of her considering she was standing at a place where human traffic was lesser and so it was much more difficult to get people to buy. Well done baby! Baby also got jealous for the first time because some other girl keep talking to me. After work, it was also the first time we went to BakerZin together and had ice-cream.
:D

2 days ago, baby cried! Not tears of sadness but instead it was tears of happiness. This was also the first time baby was so happy until she cried because i bluff her we were suppose to go home and i took her elsewhere.
She's so cute so cute.
I love her so much so much.

Few days ago, baby and i went to K also. We went back to that fateful place where we sang together for the first time near baby's house, but of course, we went in together with a different relationship as compared to the first time. Baby enjoyed it very much and im so happy for her.
When she smiles, im also smiling too.

So many events is coming right up like anniversary, chalet, birthdays and other events. Luckily, i've already earn some money for those events. Getting poorer and poorer as days goes by and i wonder where all my money has gone to. I think im closer and closer to getting a silver for my Napfa and i hope that there will still be enough time for me to train.
Gym has taken almost every morning that i have away and i hope its paying off.

Love her lots!
<3

2009-08-29T07:26:00.000-07:00

I am writing something here again today. Life's still good since the holidays started and i've been going to the gym almost everyday with 1 day of rest. So motivated to delete the 3months of extra NS that is on my radar now.

Baby wants to buy a running shoe! She wants to start exercising. lol lol lol. Good for her! Can accompany me to gym soon soon!

Okie, thats all for today, almost 7 weeks of holidays left and i want a job badly :( i want to earn some money.

love her alot alot
mwarkks baby
♥ Ng Shi Min ♥

Holidays!

2009-08-23T07:58:00.001-07:00

YEAH! FYP is over finally. Had the final presentation last friday and i hope we can all pass together although our application wasn't really very good. Good good, finally can have 2 months of holiday before starting ITP, which means that i wont be going back to school anymore for lessons if i pass all my modules for this semester :). This further means that baby and i can have more time to enjoy together!

After the presentation on friday, baby and i went for an interview at Singapore GP for the lift operator job. Quite long hours but the pay is still good i guess. Hope baby and i get selected together and work in the same team! If that happens, i will be so happy because that will be the first time that baby and i would be working together. Even if one of us get selected only, dont get upset okie darling. :). There will still be other times when we can work together.

After the interview, baby and I celebrated our fourth month together by eating at Takashimaya Central. We went for a walk at ION first trying to find Swensen but we could not find it. So we decided to keep walking to Taka as it was getting quite late and finally settled ourselves down at Central. Baby ate fried instant seafood noodles while i at XO sauce fried rice. We thoroughly enjoyed ourselves while eating and baby kept smiling! :). Now, we are already looking forward to our fifth month and many many more months ahead. Time passes so quickly when you're with the one you love. :( Happy belated fourth month darling!
Love you many many~

Now, i have approximately 2 months of holidays ahead of me and its time to
GYM GYM GYM GYM GYM.
I want to get at least a silver for NAPFA.
I want to skip the extra months of NS if u get silver and below.
I want to grow big.
I want to have a nice body.
I think im going to the gym at least 4 times a week to start training. Of course, like what shanjun always say, talk is cheap. Hahahah. So, i have to be determined and peserver throughout the holidays.

gym, run, swim, work, computer,
this would most probably take up the entire 2 months of my holidays
and i know that you will always be there to accompany me no matter what im doing :)

Sick =(

2009-08-15T00:59:00.001-07:00

Down with fever and sore throat. Luckily not H1N1. I guess i have to isolate myself from everyone just in case i become the super spreader. Last night, my temperature was 37.6, went to see a doctor immediately. This morning it was 38.0 =( and now it is 37.8 . Hope the medicine is working or my head will go up in flames very soon =(

I want to get well soon. So i can go out to see my baby! Miss her so much so much and i cant meet her today because i cannot go out of the house. I will be good today and listen to everyone asking to to stay at home and rest because i really really want to meet her up badly :(. Baby had flu yesterday and everyone around is is falling sick. Lol. Hopes my baby take care of herself too. Cant accompany her to BBDC to top up her money and shes going to school later for her FYP.

Baby, i miss you alot alot!
Its not even a day and i miss you so so so so much.

Going to have a good rest now and hopefully i can meet my baby tomorrow. :D
Hearts you alot alot.

*The medicine's making lisheng drowsy :(*

Suei Chuan

2009-08-04T08:20:00.000-07:00

Today is a sad day. Especially if you know Wong Suei Chuan. He passed away today leaving friends and families behind after having lost a fight against cancer.

I have known this brave guy for a very long time, ever since Primary 1. Its been almost 12 years and our friendship definitely grew stronger as each day passes and each time we had our disagreements over small little stuffs. We shared the same form teacher from p1-p3 and sec 3-4. Even though we were not in the same class for a period of time, we still played together after school.

During our secondary school days, we were in the same CCA for sec1 and sec2 and as he was living opposite my block, we attended schools together and went home sometimes together too. We attended CCA camps together too and Yu Min, Ronnie, Jing Kang, me and him were always together having fun. In Sec2, MAFIA was formed. Details of how and why it was formed will be left out as it is deemed surplus to requirements!

At that point of time, there was STA, and we had our first soccer match in school. MAFIA vs STA. Although the MAFIANS lost, Suei Chuan played wholeheartedly and scored with a free kick if im not wrong. However, Malcom scored the 'golden goal' and Suei Chuan was terribly upset. He cried after that but i did not know how to console him at that point of time. In sec3, as we were in the same class, we naturally became closer.

During lesson time, we would be caught changing lyrics of songs so that it would be used to laugh at our classmates or so that it just sounded funny to us. We would chiong home and play maple everytime after school too, helping each other in game. Secondary 4 days flashed by us so quickly and we finished our O levels.

A few months later, i received a call from him saying that he was in hospital because there was something wrong with his leg. He also told me not to tell anyone first as he didnt want the rest of his friends to feel upset and spoil their holidays. Soon after that, it was realised that he contract cancer and had to undergo several operations to get rid of the cancer cells. Then during early 2009, Suei Chuan told us that the cancer cells had spread to his lungs.

As he did not do well in his O Levels, he decided to retake them this year and ask Nixon to tution him in subjects that he was weak in. His determination to succeed was really commendable and i guess i should really learn from him. We visited him whenever we had the time and he seems to be getting better and better each time we visited him. SCUBE celebrated his 19th birthday with him at causeway point and i hope that he really enjoyed it.

But on 4th August 2009, I received a SMS from Sien Quan saying that Suei Chuan had pass away. I was shocked at that time and called Sien Quan immediately to confirm the news. It was confirm that he had pass away and sadness sunk into me. I had lost a really good friend who had only been in this world for 19 years.

A brave young man was taken away to be with God after having lost a fight against cancer today.
Life is short and we should learn to cherish what we have right now.
We will be missing you no matter where you've gone to.

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

S-mart
U-nique
E-xciting
I-nnovative
C-reative
H-umorous
U-nderstanding
A-nalytical
N-ice

Rest In Peace Suei Chuan
1990-2009

2009-08-03T07:09:00.000-07:00

Celebrated Baby's birthday with her on Saturday! Glad that she enjoyed it. Caught a movie with her, ate at Crystal Jade for dinner, watch fireworks, ate ben and jerry after that. Happy Belated Birthday to you Baby! :D Love you!

Watch SingDollar on Sunday. A very funny musical starring Hossan Leong, Lim Kay Siu, Sebestian Tan, Selena Yan, Emma Yong, Pam Oei, Kumar, Najip Ali. The musical's really funny as they sort of talk about the economic recession that is affecting everyone in the world! A must-watch, if you're a Singaporean.

FYP deadline is reaching soon and it seems that we still have not completed it yet! Still quite alot to be done before submission and i really hope that we can finish it on time. 'D' would be a grade that i dont really mind considering how slack we have been even when this semester should be one of the busiest for a Polytechnic Student. Like what baby said 'Our normal module assignments seems to hold more priority then FYP' really says something about what have we been doing for FYP. :)

I want to start saving money too! So that i can pamper her with lots of presents and good food!

2009-07-27T07:07:00.000-07:00

Im going to start blogging once again! Deleted away the previous blog but not to worry, being a 'technically gifted IT student', i imported all my blog posts from the previous blog over here!
Anyway, FYP presentation is in about 3 weeks and we are still pretty far from completion =(
hope we wont fail FYP
*lets pray*

Baby and i just celebrated our 3rd month about a week back, im just glad to be with her for the past 3 months and looking forward to the future with her! Thats because im just so so so happy when im together with her =) Love you baby, and your birthday is coming up. I just want to let you know that no matter what happens, i want to be with you always!

SCUBE 4th Anniversary was also a few days back. Time really flies when you are not noticing it. Already known these guys for almost 7 Years and counting =D. Some have dissappeared though but we are still always good friends =)

I hope to be blogging again on a consistent basis! So when im old and half of my memory is gone!
i can come back and read my entries